Happy Mothers Day

This is one of the last pictures me and mum had taken together. It was taken at breakfast at Dennys just a couple of weeks before she passed away. It still never ceases to amaze me how she undertook should a trip when she was as sick as she was. But it was what had kept her going for nine months seeing us all one last time. Mothers day is hard when you no longer have your mum and in my case mothers day is a different day in england so ive had to go though it twice in the past couple of months. Its not any easier the second time this year. I dont think ive ever stop missing her. I think about her every day. Sometimes the memorys brings a smile and sometimes a tear. Im sure knowing her, that shes in heaven getting everyone working out with her and having a blast. She wont be resting thats for sure. I dont know when ive stop wishing i could pick up the phone and hear her voice or when ive stop thinking i should call her anytime something good happens in my life. Its always a jolt when i remember shes gone and i cant call her. It brings me peace tho knowing shes always with us in spirit and she properly knows all the things i just wish i could tell her. Tomorrow is mothers day and i dont have a mother to send a gift to this year, that part was very strange. But shes remembered in my heart and im thankfull with all my heart for her being my mother. Although i still feel robbed having her taken away at such a young age of 71 i know it was still a gift having her in my life all these years. Ive always remember her with love and will always miss her.
HAPPY MOTHERS DAY MUM