The love beween a mother and daughter has no distant that can decide on how close a relationship is. It makes no difference if you see your mother everyday or can only speak on the phone everyday. The bond is still there very very deep and the lost of that person is no different. I will never ever stop missing my mum or to get used to not being able to pick up the phone every day and talk to her and share the ups and downs of life with. The pain of no longer having that luxury and blessing will never go away but you learn to live with the pain. Or at least im told you do, lol (still working on that one). Along with that is a different pain and worry of having to witness your father go though the pain of losing his wife and being thousands of miles away from him. Not being able to see him everyday is also not a factor on how close i am to him. I speak to him twice a day. Not being there for my mum in her last days and my dad during his first days alone is another pain, not a reflection on how close i am to them.
Okay off my chest now, feel better, lol. I am grateful for the strong person my parents helped me to become, thats whats helping me get though this and deal with careless remarks, not suppose to hurt but cut me to the core. And being my parents only daughter i am grateful for the loving close retationship ive always had with them. I was lucky i had them all to myself and didnt have to share with sisters, lol. No proof of our love and closeness is ever needed beween us.
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