NEVER GIVE IN.

I just wanted to give a shout out at how wonderful my parents are. This is them, the picture was taken a year ago at emmalee and jays wedding. My mum as most of you know is having some health issues. On mothers day she mentioned to me that she was having like some electric shocks in her hand. I told her to call her doctor and she did and to cut a long story short, she had a brain scan which has shown that she in fact dont have lung cancer like they first thought, but in fact its brain cancer which has spread to her lung. Because of that they can no longer do the surgery to remove it from her lung as the shock would kill her. Yes it really really sucks more then i can ever put into words. Its been a very hard few days but what i want to express more is how i admire my parents. My mum is going out of her way to make sure that myself and my brother are okay with this!!!!!! The fact that she is worrying about us at a time like this makes me admire and love her even more. Ive not heard a WHY ME! from her at all. Her thoughts are to make sure we are okay and to deal with this cancer as best she can. There is no cure for it, i really really really wish there was. All that can be done is chemo to try and control it. We are very very postive and hopeful that this will work and she will be with us a few more years yet. Right now she is in excellent health and very fit. Looking at her she just dont fit the sick cancer vision you expect. She is still working out like she has done every day of her life and living life like she always has. She is way to young and beauiful to be dealing with this. But they dont come tougher then my mum and i know she is going to tough this out and fight it all the way.
Heather and i will be flying out next momth to spend ten days with her. And she still plans on comming out to see us at christmas. She has a great grandbaby she wants to meet. Im lucky that i have a great boss that has told me i can take any time i need to visit her or just to be with her. My dad also has been handling this very well and is a great strengh for her. If anyone can get though this they will. I never expected to have to be dealing with this right now, i really thought it would be another ten to fifteen years down the road. I really wish the past six weeks were all just a bad dream and i would be waking up soon. BUT now we have this fight to fight we will fight it and like the quote on the top of my blog.
NEVER GIVE IN, NEVER NEVER GIVE IN.